Saturday, October 30, 2004
zheyang: hey! lets go play pool at marina there.
syafiq: cannot wear skool uniform lahZ.
zheyang: we can take off the uniform wad. you got wear shirt inside riteZ?
mi: yah. den the gurls wear wad. bra arhZ?
stoopid lamo kor kor that i have. oni care about the guys and himself. aniwaeZ. laugh after you read diZ. cheer your dae up after those dreaded streaming for the sec 2s.
toking abt streaming. many worries followed each and every one of the sec 2s.
siobhan and ngiam are like the bestest buddies for like forever den they are now streamed into different classes. they are worried that they will drift apart. they could alwaeZ meet for recess and like after skool. but would things take for an unforunate turn? that remains to be seen. i mean take my close buddie joan for an example. she thought their fwendship would like last and even grow stronger but now..
toked to tryphoza earlier. she was so sad and depressed.. she said she felt bad after reading everyone else's blog. she took a normal paper and went to 3/3 others took the express paper and went to 3/5.. she could have stayed in na and still take the same subjects.. but i mean like she has been dreaming to go to express since like sec 1. she worked towards the goal and finally succeeded. shouldn't her fwends feel happy for her and like celebrate?? hell no. they didn't. they made her feel damn blardy guilty.. going to express is not action or wadeva it proves that she worked hard.. she has feelings oso wad. i mean like she has to leave them and she is sad too wad. wth lorZ. she didn't even haolian wadsoeva. she feels sad. can't like you guys juZ put urself in her shoes. forget it.
fwends. wad are fwends? one dae you guys are like so close. the next you guys are strangers. i mean like one tries so hard to keep the fwendship going but the other juZ keeps getting further. one dae the one who tries to keep the thing going gives up and now that fwendship which each thought initially it would last foreva is gone. is there even foreva? i dunno.
i realli realli miss 2/2. i wanna turn the clock back and re-live the experience. be it sweet or sour. i wanna savour every single minute of it again. i miss the times zhe yang and dennis wreck havoc in class. i miss the times dennis sprayed the air fresherner in the air con classroom and mrs tan ordered all of us to open the windows. i miss the times i brought and pringles everydae and we would fold paper boxes and i would pour the lays and we would eat it each geography lesson. i miss the times that boon peng got busted for sleeping in class. i miss the times where hadi was our class moniter. i miss all of it. each and every single moment that we shared. even the time where all of us rolled our eyes and folded our arms to gang up on the teacher. i mean we were so close but where is the closeness now? abit of it still lingers but it is not as strong as b4. where has it all gone to now. it has all been destroyed by those darn streamings.
i have sinced moved on and i will treasure every moment that i have wif 3/1 and these memories will be kept close to my heart as i walk on this long and winding journey called life.
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2:24 PM
