Friday, March 11, 2005
i know i said i don't give a fuck anymore. but i'm gonna give it one last shot. at least i know i've tried. and not regret it when i look back in the future.
dino says: are you ready??
remember the time when we tried to squeeze all nine of us in the neoprint machine but failed?? surely one of us will be missing in the family portrait. hmmm.. i wonder if we still consider ourselves to be a family. but anyways in the end we splited up into two groups to take neoprints. how funny it seems when we look back at that moment. don't let all these memories go, don't let it flow back to disrememberance.
it seemed all perfect to come together to create our own little happy corner in the world. but now it looks like it was a stupid idea. we changed. we have new friends. we do not trust each other. we have our own secrets that we dont share with each other. why are we letting little gritty pieces get into the cracks of our friendship to ply us further apart??
a beautiful myraid of colours we have created for ourselves, lets not turn it into a blank slate all over again.
its true that we might not be as close as before. such stuff cannot be helped. we must try to give in to one another. i believe that we will get through this if we all just TRY.
i believe in us, i believe in our bond.
i'm just hoping that you will believe in us, believe in our love. =)
