Sunday, November 27, 2005
okay fine. i'm a fucking piece of chicken ass shit.
this entry will be full of fucks so pardon me.
i'm a fucking coward who doesn't have the fucking guts to drag myself to changi fucking airport to send a fucking close friend of mine off.
i mean its melissa gawd damn it.
the one who has ben in the same fucking class as you since sec 1.
precisely because we got so fucking close that's why i dont wanna fucking send her off.
i scared i'll fucking end up all teary eyed.
damn. i wanna go but i dont wanna go.
what the fuck do i exactly want?
she's right, i shouldnt send her.
but then again, when will i ever get to fucking see her?
knnbccb. fuck.
i already missed oscar and alfredo's.
the msg he sent was enough to make me wanna cry.
fucking shit. i hate being emo.
been missing out on a lot of shit and i'm not happy about that.
cindy just gave me the lowdown on all the shit that has happened within these few days, and its enough to get me thinking.
is love all we need? even if your family disapproves of your other half? its a admirable step to take. for that you've got my respect.
and now, i'll just have to wait for the fucking phone call, which most probably will make me feel emo. but of course i'll try to add humour into the convo so it doesnt seem so sad after all.
diNo RRrrooaaRRRed at
2:40 PM
